Wednesday, 31 January 2018

Song of the Week #5 Album Special #1

UPDATE: Now with added favourites list!

So one idea I had for this song of the week thing is if every 5 songs I do an entire album I love. Hmm, maybe every 10 would be better so theoretically the next one after this would be week 15, that might work better.

So the album I am choosing this week is 'The Greatest Showman' soundtrack!

The Greatest Show

Ever since seeing the film I have been obsessed with this soundtrack! So much so that I couldn't pick a single favourite to showcase.

This Is Me

These two are probably my top favourites but every single song is amazing! If I had to pick a least favourite it would possibly be either 'Tightrope' because I'm not as big a fan of Michelle Williams' voice or 'Never Enough' because that whole plot point is supposed to be about Jenny Lind, the world's most talented opera singer or something along those lines yet 'Never Enough' is definitely not opera, it's a lovely song but it misses the mark genre-wise. It kind of cheapens the moment slightly in my opinion. That's really my only criticism of the whole album though.

After another listen of the album I have done an order of my most to least favourites:

  1. The Greatest Show
  2. This Is Me
  3. From Now On
  4. Come Alive
  5. The Other Side
  6. A Million Dreams + Reprise
  7. Rewrite The Stars
  8. Tightrope
  9. Never Enough + Reprise
I just noticed that on the default graphic for these YouTube videos Keala Settle's name is omitted from the header and I think that does a great disservice to her and her fantastic voice, seriously people she is epic!

Anyway I must fly for now, I will be back soon with another book review (just got to finish the book first) and I might do another little life update thing.

Stef Out x

Sunday, 28 January 2018

Book Review: Only Ever Yours by Louise O'Neill


DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE A HISTORY OF EATING DISORDERS AND BEING TRIGGERED BY TALK OF NUMBERS, WEIGHT, APPEARANCE OF CERTAIN BODY PARTS.

Other concerns are extreme body image issues and body hatred (related), misogyny, misogynoir, homophobia, fatphobia, self harm, suicidal thoughts, suicide, racism, child abuse, domestic violence, physical/emotional abuse, drugs and addiction, hatred of sex workers, sexual assault, brainwashing, gas lighting, grooming/pedophilia (minor mention.) < copy-pasted from my friend Sian's review on Goodreads.

It was hard to know what to rate this book. Undeniably awful especially in it's language but compelling, sinister and extraordinarily well-written in it's execution.

Set in a dystopian future where genetically perfect women are created in laboratories to be the companions to men, both in marriage to bear sons, and as concubines purely for sexual pleasure. A select few are kept as chastities to run the schools where the 'eves' are raised. The society claims to have eradicated organised religion (along with animals and much of nature - it is mentioned they live in some kind of walled bubble) yet the chastities bear a resemblance to nuns and there is an eponymous Father who rules over everything and is referred to as 'He' and 'Him'. There are also passages throughout the book that could be read as being from a bible.

The format was a little jarring at first as all the eves' names were in lowercase format e.g. freida. freida is our narrator and she's an interesting character. Flawed among perfection she seems to obsess more deeply than the other girls. Except isabel who seems to distraught that she manipulates her body to the extremes - first to overweight (this book as mentioned is very fatphobic and weight and weight loss are discussed to extremes) and then to severely underweight. It is only at the end of the book you understand her motivations and it is fascinating.

This whole book is an intriguing look into the psychology around body image and competition in the extreme. Interesting but not one I want to read again in a hurry.

3/5 stars.

Stef Out x

Friday, 26 January 2018

Book Review: Heartbeat by Elizabeth Scott


An intriguing moral dilemma lies at the hear of this book - whether to keep a person who is brain dead alive for the sake of their unborn fetus. In this particular case it is Emma's mother Lisa who is being kept alive by machines for the sake of her unborn son by her husband, Emma's stepfather Dan. You could debate for hours about the moral and ethical sides, personally it's all a no from me, just let me die.

I loved the characters, I completely understand Emma's anger and I feel that it was well-written. Emma and Olivia's relationship was amazing, perfectly balanced. I wanted to know more about Olivia though and in particular her aversion to technology. I liked that Caleb was a slow-burn type of character and that Dan wasn't the stereotypical evil stepparent. I wanted more from the ending regarding the baby and the future.

4/5 stars.

Stef Out x

Wednesday, 24 January 2018

Song of the Week #4

So it's time for another song of the week and it's the turn of the song that was meant to be up last week. 'Fox on the Run' by The Sweet.



Originally released in 1975 it actually did pretty well charting in the top 10 in multiple countries and number 1 in Australia, Denmark and Germany, however like many songs from the era it has been largely forgotten, failing to capture people as much as bands such as Queen from a similar time period. However some genius decided to use the song for the trailer of Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 2 and later the official soundtrack causing the track to go to number 1 on the iTunes Rock Chart in late 2016. Unfortunately the song isn't in the film itself, instead we get about three clips of 'Brandy (You're a Fine Girl' by Looking Glass. A great song and it does fit the theme of the film well but they could have trimmed it a little for 'Fox on the Run' surely?

Anyway it's a fantastic, uplifting song that never fails to put me in a good mood. It's a particularly good one for walking home from work, it gets me in a good rhythm and I find I'm a bit faster while listening to it. I think I marginally prefer Vol. 2's soundtrack to Vol. 1's although Vol. 1 did have the gems that are 'Hooked on a Feeling' by Blue Swede and 'I'm Not in Love' by 10CC, it's generally slighter more light-hearted and sometimes you want a little more darkness (so she says while listening to the Beauty and the Beast soundtrack).

That's it for today. I've got another book review coming up at the end of the week and then it'll probably be another song of the week.

Stef Out x

Tuesday, 23 January 2018

Book Review: Fans of the Impossible Life by Kate Scelsa


A fascinating book with some excellent characters. You have your main three: Jeremy, Mira and Sebby, each with alternating points of view - Jeremy first, Mira third, and Sebby second. The secondary characters also hold up well, Rose, Talia and the grey Peter.

While I related to Jeremy and Mira's chapters the most I found Sebby's fascinating in their lack of clarity. It touched on things that maybe I could guess but to have it spoken would have been a very brave move.

I felt that the book dealt with mental health and sexuality issues very well and I loved the fact that things weren't just fixed at the end and that Mira had a relapse - recovery isn't linear. The thing that knocked off the half star was that the ending was very abrupt with no solid resolution.

4.5/5 stars.

Stef Out x

Friday, 19 January 2018

Song of the Week #3


So this week's song of the week is a little late. Despite having a week off work (yay!) I haven't been on the computer much. Also I had ideas of doing a different song - a much happier, lively one, but it doesn't exactly fit my mood this week. Stupid accusations at work - somehow a semi-private conversation becomes bullying if your colleague/supervisor happens to overhear, what? It's just become shit lately. Also the tumble dryer and washing machine both decided to break at the same time... Yeah. Also my dog was attacked by the snarly terrier down the road today. Luckily she only got away with fur - he's got enough of it.


Anyway onto the song: Disturbed's cover of 'The Sound of Silence'. While the original is kind of fantasy, spooky carnival in the dark the cover wouldn't be out of place in a horror film in my opinion. Great if you're having a bad mental health day: "Hello darkness, my old friend, I've come to talk with you again..." It's a song that really draws me in and let me feel, it feels real.

Sorry it's a short one today. I'll hopefully be back in a day or two with a book review and then another song of the week next week, hopefully on the right day this time. LOL.

Stef Out x

Saturday, 13 January 2018

Book Review: Ally's World by Karen McCombie



So today I've decided to do a little review of the Ally's World series of books by Karen McCombie. I've no idea how to age categorise books but these are probably classed as middle grade and suitable for approximate ages 8-14. A series of 14 books plus separate Christmas and summer specials, the Christmas special taking place before the main series and the summer special after the main series.

The series is told in letter format by 13 year old Alexandra (Ally) Love to her mum who left the family 3 years prior to the books starting. With her mum gone that leaves Ally, her older sisters Rowan and Linnhe (pronounced Linny, prefers to be called Linn), younger brother Tor, their dad, Martin, and countless pets. 2 dogs, 5 cats and many other odds and ends including a tortoise, a pigeon, a lumpy goldfish and a mad hamster, no prizes for guessing his name (it's Max, as in the Mad Max films of old - the new hadn't even been though of at the point of publication). I don't know if it counts as a spoiler for a book series this old (publications between 2001 and 2006) but their mum Melanie does return in book 10 where it's revealed she hasn't been travelling the world (as everyone in the family thought) but living in Cornwall with their surprise sister Ivy after leaving in the midst of prolonged post-natal depression struggles. All the kids have this interesting quirk of being named after the places where they were born/conceived/discovered: Loch Linnhe in Scotland, a Rowan tree (can't remember the exact location), Alexandra Palace in London, Glastonbury Tor and St. Ives in Cornwall.

The series is a light-hearted look into the day-to-day lives of the Love family, their shabby but cosy home, their mis-matched personalities - in particular neat, organised, blunt Linn vs colourful, creative, sensitive Rowan with Ally often the peacekeeper in the middle, whereas Tor is often referred to as 'spook kid' by Ally's best friend Billy due to him being an 8-year-old boy of few words and a major obsession with animals - and their assorted friends and family. Notable extra characters are Linn's best friend Alfie (a lifelong crush for Ally), Rowan's older goth friends Von and Chazza, Grandma (Melanie's mum who knew of her whereabouts the whole time) and her boyfriend, later husband, Stanley with the hairy ears. Then of course Ally herself with her best friends Billy and Sandie and the rest of the gang: Kyra, Chloe, Salma, Kellie and Jen. Kyra is Ally's newest friend and a constant source of stress with her blunt ways and forceful personality, highlights include smuggling a kitten into her house before taking it to school in a sports bag upon being discovered.

While these are light, fairly fluffy books they do dip their toe into a few issues: mental health, divorce, alcoholism, later life pregnancy, bullying, theft, jealousy. Also there are a couple of things I ought to mention, at the time neither of these were issues but times change and things come to light. First the lesser, barely mentioned issue, in one of the last books, possibly book 13 it is mentioned that Rowan has a Johnny Depp shrine - which accidentally causes a minor fire due to faulty fairy lights - personally this doesn't bother me but I know that many people do not wish to associate themselves with Johnny Depp at all due to his accusations of spousal abuse. The other issue is far more prominent and far more serious even affecting a character's name. I have mentioned that Tor is animal obsessed, one of his favourite programmes on TV (and once upon a time one of my favourites too) is Animal Hospital. Brits reading this will already see where I'm coming from, for those not from Britain and therefore not knowledgable on our pop culture Animal Hospital was presented by an Australian artist, presenter and musician Rolf Harris. Rolf Harris was beloved by all until his revelation some years back as a sexual predator. He was tried, convicted and imprisoned for 12 counts of indecent assault on teenage girls. He was released from prison last year. Rolf Harris is mentioned numerous times throughout the series as being one of Tor's heroes, their dog Rolf is even named after him (the other is Winslet after Kate Winslet - also problematic after her recent supportive comments of Woody Allen). Just something to be aware of if you are letting your kids read these. Or even better let your kid read them and if they pick up on the name and ask, use it to open an important discussion about consent, although seriously you should already be talking to them about that.

On that note this is long enough so I will leave you now.

3/5 stars overall.

Stef Out x